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YAY I'M LIKE, FINALLY BACK, seven days felt like.. seven years damnit. srslyyyy it was worse than i expected. every second of my life i'm there, i'm dreading that moment. reeally. (ohkay besides sleeping and being in the hotel since my favourite place of the china are the hotels) sooo yeahp, my legs are full of rashes cuz of the suuuuper irregular weather there, sucks. i hate the traffic and environment, i hate the food there. SO YEAHP, now that i'm back, i'm a happy kid.

yay i wanna go movie with Shelley before she leaves for hk, AND ohhh i read your email Santine(:
btw, I love melissa pikachu loh tai lee the pig alot(:
(and both my daughter updated this site while i was away, ohkay it's damn funny)

ohkay i'm leaving for kl in.. 20 days. GREAT I NEED CHRISTMAS INSPIRATION. now.

oh my gosh, i can't believe the man who can't be moved is actually stuck in my head ever since.. this morning after clarice and niki played it. and the funny thing is, their version's stuck in my head, not the original. (and actually i think their cover's nicer than the original too). anyw, practice was alot of fun today i haven't laughed like that for quite some time. (and laughing alot usually happens when there's clarice) AAHHA. they were playing some games like some crazy people.

anyw, i have ALOT of packing to be done, and it makes me feel sick to know i can't bring everything i want to thanks to my very annoying bunch of relatives. i wish i can continue having my sorethroat until next week so i don't have to interact so much with them, eat so much like them, do all those rubbish. maybe because i dread seeing the people i'm going to go there with, sooo, it might turn out good right? ohkay nehmind, my job now is just to have a positive attitude towards this and keep telling myself 'it's gonna be so fun omgg so fun so fun so fun'.

i should at least come up with my packing list now, so i know what i needa get when i'm out with Santine tmr k bye

i'm here again because i'm happy todayy(: sooo, guitar assessment went quite well yay cuz none of us failed or just passed, everyone's like merit/distinction yay(: idk what we're gonna do tmr since sec2s are gonna be assessed, which means, even if we wanted to play ensem pieces we don't have a full ensem? ohkay whatever.

and i caught 2012 w my two awesome/cute daughters just now, the beginning was quite boring like it was a lot of talking, but it got quite exciting and scary once the actions came in. and some parts of the show's so saddd, gosh. ohkay and i was just thinking, if there was really an end of the world, how could anybody have survived it right. oohkay but anyhow 2012's niceeee cuz of all the thrills and stuff(:

k, next few days, i HAVE to really go and shop for my trip already, i don't wanna have to go there and realise, 'OMG, I DON'T HAVE _____' it'll just add on to the dread to be there. ohkay, and i love how my holiday's spent so far catching up with people. until.. next week when i'm away, omgosh i reeeeeally don't wanna go>:/

( For you, )

my day started off pretty bad with tuition one hour after i woke up, i had to draaaaag myself out of bed. and my dad was supposed to fetch me to town to meet Flyingduck at 2.15, but i don't understand how come he stopped me along Cityhall and asked me to train down myself. annoying. so i was damn late and i met Flyingduck only around half and hour (or more) later. heeeee sorrrrrrrry!

i'm updating on such a regular basis these few days cuz everyday's happy day and it makes me wanna update this(: soo yeahp, 'budget outing' today and I kept to the budget, (FlyingDuck exceeded by 75cents because a disney princess folder that she couldn't resist buying). 500 Days of Summer was nice (ohkay i know it's kinda late right, Flyingduck said it was out like a month ago or smth) but who caressss, we got to watch it, and the best part? i think the cinema had less than 25 people, AND the cinema.. didn't look like the usual cinema, it's like the size of a gigantic classroom. (which is small). 500 Days of Summer's ending was kinda lame, really. 'my name's autumn' omgosh wtheck. but i liked it, like the way they film and stuff. ohkay yayyy, i'll promise to decide on for our next outinggggg (AND IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH) yay luvyouuuuuu

heh, life's good i like(: i met up with Shelley todayy and it was SO DAMN COLD in Vivo. like some winter-ish feeling, cuz i was shivering like crazy. so we initially wanted to cach 2012 BUT WTHECK, NO SEATS >:/ so nehmind, we got tickets for 4.50's Amelia instead. lunch at Thai Express and we got damn full, walked into Giant, feeling like we entered another country that was snowing or smth cuz it was freezing cold, i got out STILL FREEZING AND SHIVERING. and we went to page one and sat there for so long reading cute and retarded books haha so fun. then we walk to so many places just trying to figure out where the hell we could find a freaking atm machine, and we got ben's&jerry's after that. ohkay i know we ate ALOT. but whatever, anyway we went toys'r'us after that, and i realise how childhood deprived i am srsly. i can't believe i still wanna get so many toys, esp those cooking set / cash register stuff? omgosh i still want itttttt! we spent like an hour in there i think. yay ohkay then we got subway cookies + dr pepper and movie time heh. k, today's fun, i love shelley, bye(:

today's really fruitful I finally got a new pair of shoes which i've been saying that i want since idk how long ago. Santine's wallet was really full today, so she could shop like crazyy, literally. anywayy, besides what i bought, today's outing was a real 'eye-opener' for me k, and you wouldn't understand unless you were there. i think we spent alot of time around the kids section, and the kids section changing room. penguin penguin penguin. yay ohkay i quote santine, 'i love today'. 2012 with Shelley tmr(:

i suffered from major heart attack when i saw gaspar walk into the chapel today. srsly. i don't think anyone expected him to be here!? omgosh then i suffered from a second heart attack when he said he's gonna give us smth like a mock assessment with scales and solo pieces etc. my heart was pumping so quickly and so hard i swear it was like gonna drop out anytime. sooooo, yeah i screwed both the scales and solo pieces up, not because i didn't know how to play. but i was so nervous all the bass notes for the solo piece were like all over the place, my fingers felt like they were to short to play scales quickly and accurately, (it was a G-major scale mind you, easiest scale ever and i screwed it up-____-) ohkay, what's worse? we had to play infront of everybody, ohkay, everybody. walauuuuu this one is like mini heart attack i swear. i mean, if you happen to know of my past encounters with Gaspar, and you put yourself in my freaking position, you'll know how i feel. not that i'm over reacting ohkay.

eeeee i'm damn traumatised and i think everyone thought i was over-reacting. stupid. (or maybe that's just what i assume) okay tomorrow will be a better day, amen. yay flying duck's coming down to visit us and lunch with her after that probably? heh ohkay the next few days are gonna be awesome, gaspar's not coming for guitar tmr, i finally get to see flying duck, (and guitar peoplee, idk why i'm always excited to see them). i'm gonna go major shopping with Santine on Friday (yay) we haven't been hanging out for quite long (or probably not very long,) but whatever, she's the best shopping buddy ever, best person i can ever hang out with and talk to. Saturday's also gonna be like minor shopping date with Shelley (and we're most probably ditching the sec2 class outing shitz). then i'm hanging out with flying duck on sunday again. hehhh this is damn cool, thinking of this makes me happy. but thinking of my holiday trip makes me sad and depressed>:/

heh, okay idk why i feel like saying this, that, i have really awesome neighbours that study in the same sch as me, same level and we can go home/to each others house almost any time possible. and i have two really awesome daughters who likes to talk rubbish and make me laugh. and two of the 'S' which i love talking to cuz they make me look at things from another point of view. and one damn awesome senior who's like a flying duck (ohkay no link.), but yeahh i can tell her many things and rant like crazy.

yay i'm back from camp. (ohkay actually, since two days ago but whatever). i think i actually enjoyed the camp(besides the meal and sleeptime). i have the best group ever yay. even though they were really, quiet and sometimes unresponsive, but they're damn nice people(: and my group name was.. 'Boomz'. ohkay over-rated. i kinda regret not getting better gifts for my juniors/: but it's ohkay, there's still refresher's course, which i'm quite excited for, but i think i'll regret signing up.. again.

anyw, i'm back from school after one and a half hour of chinese instead of four and a half, heh heh.

ohkay so i delete the previous two posts cuz it's damn -____-

it's kinda late, but i'm still posting this up. so yeahh, you can roughly see what we did on wednesdayyy, so much fun(:
intensive revision> guitar> over to niki/my place> poolside> dinner(or whatever you call it)> games> birthday surprise> pushing people into the pool/getting pushed into the pool> SMELLING LIKE CHLORINE>:(
k, i love the comm, i've got peerlite camp later and i haven't packed ugh. ohkay bye

heehee today was so much fun, or atleast i think, to me(: comm bonding/party/gathering was quite successful, my interest in going for cca increased again(: yay i want this again. heee hee ohkay i'll upload the rest of the pictures on fb soon, i think tonight. yay bye

yay i'm promoted(: and i realise my result slip looked better than how i imagined. i thought i failed my overall but nooooo, so yay(: okay, i'm so serious about mugging like crazy to revise these year's work so that i won't fall so badly next year, and i'm gonna ask Amelia and Niki to study with me, (peer pressure) HAHA. yay it's gonna be so convenient asking them out.

i've got to study really hard for chinese cuz chinese O's is in 7 months time and i'm aiming for a B (A seems too far away) so, my holiday's gonna be packed like crazy cuz there's practice thrice a week, but that's a good thing, i'd prefer keeping myself busy with something than idle around. also since the holidays are here, i'm gonna meet up with some people plus holiday for a week (shitttt, i got to miss practice/:)

ahhhh i cannot wait for next week to come(:

then i'll get to know whether i'm retaining or promoting/: i'm so scared so scared so scared, i just wanna promote.

yesterday i got to hang out with the cutest friend of the century and we had such a good talk, i liked it(: today's also good, i can't wait to see the guitar people again yay, they make my day(: so jolie and i are gonna be playing the new bass guitars the school bought sounds.. weird. but ohkay yay i guess that means no more using lapstool(:

Clarice, Xinyi and I came up with some 'Speak Good Chinese Campaign' thing today, omgosh it was so much fun. HAHAA i was practically annoying everyone with my lousy chinese and yeah i laughed too much hearing what jolie tried to translate. Melissa's hair was so messy i was trying to tell her to tie the loose ones up, and jolie helped me translate by saying 'xia mian de tou fa' at first i didn't get it. but she was laughing, then i got it, OH MY GOSH, WTHECK I STARTED LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY. ohkay actually there was alot of, super funny translations but this is the only one i can remember now. ohkay, i want 'speak good chinese campaign' part two.

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ohyeah tomorrow's BerryBoy's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU NERDY THING,

I don't understand why I hate going to school so much now. it's like, gosh exams are over and school is SUPPOSEDLY more bearable, but noooooo. everything annoys me. even the slightest things, but I don't show it all the time which is why nobody ever knows that i'm annoyed/pissed when I am. Sometimes I want people to know i'm unhappy with certain things but I don't show it. k, damn unreasonable i knowww. ugh whatever i'm just feeling angsty now okay bye.

yay ohkay it's finally fridayyy, this week's been busy, but i guess i learnt alot this week(: at first i thought the combination of guzheng+choir+guitar's gonna be damn failure cuz, it's all so different. but, i guess i was wrong, CUZ I REALLY LIKE PRACTISING WITH THEM. i doubt anyone can really hear our part, but the whole song's just damn awesome. i'm quite excited for the performance now(: it's crazy to learn the piece within one freaking day, but thank god i'm only playing the bass, so there isn't much to figure out.

the only reason why i'm still going to sch, i guess is because of guitar? i mean, i'm only excited to see guitar people, and besides that, everything's just dull. shelley's damn cute ohmygosh cannot stand it! she's always drawing rabbits in her diary. ohkay this post is quite.. ridiculous. but heck, i just wanna update ok.

today's quite a good day, (yeah and it seems everyday's been pretty good for me, for now) first performance since symphony of praise and it was quite a good start despite all the rushing, getting out of tempo etc. new court shoes really killed my feet today>:/ i couldn't stop complaining to S how pain my feet was when we were in town gosh (toecramp toecramp). i've got some good buys today too(: (ohno what happened to my saving plan).

i've been enjoying practices quite alot nowadays. HUGE contrast to the period after syf where everyone was still damn @#$%^%$%^ towards going for practices. i love my section mates alot yay(: duh, plge also and i'm kinda excited for tehillimII(:

'my hands were like damn sweaty omg. i can even provide water for those African people okay.' HAHAAHHA MELISSA T. WHY YOU SO FREAKING FUNNY I LITERALLY LOLED WHEN I READ YOUR FREAKING MSG

'jiejie, i want to take optimus prime'

ohmygosh so cute, i'm not one who like kids, but yesterday was an exception



trixy and sean are damn cute omgosh cannot stand it. they're twins, can you see!


omggggg damn cute right.



"you seee! my strawberry shortcake can breakdance"

yesterday was kenny and sandy's wedding. it was a lot of fun(: and the kids were damn cute omgosh (for the millionth time already!) ohkay not gonna put in too much words this time, but this week's gonna be damn busy and i'm finally gonna get to hang out with the people i miss yay! bye

i'm still really extremely very super happy for my chinese results, like all the effort i put in has finally paid off(: my dad was, beyond shocked when i told him my results and ohkay i expect some kinda reward ohkay. so then i told him about my lit and he was a little disappointed. well, i'm really disappointed myself but what's done is done so i shan't brood over it. i've officially decided i'm gonna study as much as what i studied for chinese this term for the next few terms until Os. cuz i guess now i know what 'practice makes perfect' means. (:

practice was really quite productive today (to me), but ohkay i don't like sitting in the front, i hate being exposed to audiences now i really hope i won't screw the christmas service up srsly. and ohkaay yay huan's gonna make me some cake soon! (i've been waiting forever) and i haven't actually talked to her for a really long time. i'm so glad we're finally talking and, yeah everything's back to normal now yay(:

today's a good day